After turning back to Canada in 11th Nov 2026, and back to Waterloo in 18th Nov 2026, I find myself in a werid status. In these two weeks, I didn't apply for any jobs while I'm anxious about my finicial status. I use learning as an excuse but spent a litter time in studying. I know I'm avoiding pressure, but I don't have the courage to change this. After returning to Canada on November 11, 2026,